.....smile though your heart is breaking.

yay

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Tue, 07 Apr 2009 18:51:02 GMT
Today I am 21 years old. I have always wanted to be 21... Now that I'm here it's like "Oh shit now what?" Haha. I guess I built it up to be something it's not. Happy Birthday to me anyways!

fill it out!!!

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Thu, 12 Feb 2009 21:30:58 GMT
1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Place of residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. Do you read my LJ?:
7. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:

Recommend:
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song or an album:

Plus:
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your LJ so I can tell you what I think of you.

So about my last update...

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Fri, 02 Jan 2009 07:54:11 GMT

I take it back. I am an asshole. Much love to my friends <3

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Thu, 11 Oct 2007 03:58:45 GMT
Well I am alive although it's been ages since I've updated. I'm doing wickedly well as of this current moment in time. I'm in my co-op at a kindergarten classroom and I'm loving every minute of it and I'm pretty sure thats what I intend to do for the rest of my life. I'm done school in January and I'll be working full time until September when I'll be starting college for my ECE ( Early Childhood Education Degree). And I just got my hair did. Its red as usual and kickass looking? Life has been busy lately. Mostly with work, school and planning for the future. No lovelife to speak of as of yet. Plenty of oppertunities.. I actually went on a date the other day and found that although someone can seem intruiging, I'd rather be single. I also realized that I'm not fully recovered from the past and until I'm ready, I'm not getting into anything. A year of singleness on October 15th ladies and gents! (including sexual things). Life is good. I'm enjoying it.. For once. And maturity seems to have come. Which issomething I never thought I'd do... Grow up. Wow.

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Fri, 04 May 2007 15:00:44 GMT
So just to let everyone know.. I'm alive.

I guess I've kind of fallen off the face of the livejournal earth since I turned 19. So far everything is going awesomely. Work is good, school is good, friends and family are good. I got into my Co-op for next year so I'm going to be in a Kindergarten classroom. I'm actually really excited for it.

Also, I'm going to prom! Technically I should have gone last year but all my friends are going this year too so its all good. I have a really pretty white dress and I promise some pictures. And for our after prom party we rented out a few cottages at Wasaga beach.. But the best and most awesome part is that it all falls on the May 24 weekend. Holy shit am I ever excited. And even more wonderful news! I dyed my hair back to the red it used to be. It looks really good. I can't believe how long its gotten either. Just 2 years ago it was up to my chin and it seemed like it would take forever to grow. Now if I wanted to, I could walk around shirtless because my hair would cover me.

Generally I've been pretty happy with life lately. I suspect its because I'm still single. Amazing huh! A guy would only ruin my happiness right now. Currently no guy is ruining my happiness. I no longer talk to Matt or Randy which believe me is a very good thing. I mean I always knew Randy was a cunt but it took me a while longer to realize that about Matt. Its kind of hard to believe that the person I loved most and more than anyone I've ever known before him is now the person I hate more than anything else. We got into a fight a while back and I pretty much snapped on him and told him that he ruined my life and that I was going to get over him. I also told him that he was starting to make me sick for being just like Randy. I don't feel the same way about either of them anymore. Its the biggest change and suprise to anyone who knows me well to find out that I've given up on Matt. I really have though. I would even take great joy in seeing him suffer. In fact, I want him to suffer. Karma will take care of that for me. One day somebody is going to use his love against him and take advantage of it just like he did with me.. If he is even capable of loving somebody because he's emotionally retarded and cold. Since I said goodbye to that cunt, I've had somewhat of a self esteem and some self respect. Maybe it was partly his fault that I used to feel so horrible about myself. I suppose when you're made to feel like you're not good enough for someone, your self esteem will suffer just a bit. Not anymore though. I don't have to feel like a piece of shit anymore. I never should have in the first place. Especially because of that redheaded piece of shit cunt. God he wasn't even that good looking. I guess I wasn't thinking clearly when I fell for him. After a while though, all the things I fell for dissapeared as he became more and more like Randy. And if you know Randy, you'd know that its nearly impossible not to want to punch him in the throat when he opens his mouth. Whatever, those two can fuck eachother up the ass till the cows come home.. I'm done with it.

I think thats all the time I have for now. The period is alomost over and I'm amazed that I could even use this website because my school blocks almost every single website thats worth visiting.

- Kaitie the Kunt -

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Sat, 10 Feb 2007 05:54:53 GMT
Happy Birthday Miss Manda. Sorry I'm a bit late, I remembered but I've been working like a dog these past few days. I hope you get everything you deserve. (All good things of course) &hearts;

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Sat, 30 Sep 2006 06:44:29 GMT

Bold all movies that you've seen

10 Things I Hate About You
101 Dalmations
13 Conversations About One Thing
13 Going on 30
2 Fast, 2 Furious
21 Grams
28 Days Later
40 Days and 40 Nights
50 First Dates
8 mile
8MM
A Beautiful Mind
A Bronx Tale
A Bug's Life
A Clockwork Orange
A Nightmare on Elm Street
A Time to Kill
A Walk to Remember
Ace Ventura Pet Detective
Agent Cody Banks
Air Force One
Aladdin
AliAlien
All About Eve
Along Came A Spider
Amelie
American Beauty
American History X
American Pie
American Pie 2
American Wedding
An American in Paris
Anger Management
Annie (1982 version)
Apocalypse now
Apollo 13
Armageddon
Army of Darkness
Austin Powers in Goldmember
Austin Powers: International Man of Mystery
Austin Powers: The Spy Who Shagged Me
Back to the Future
Bad Boys II
Bambi
Barbershop 2: Back in Business
Baseketball
Basic
Bastard Out of Carolina
Batman
Batman Forever
Batman Returns
Battle for the planet of the apes
Battlefield Earth
Beauty and the Beast
Bedazzled
Ben Hur
Bend it Like Beckham
Beneath the planet of the apes
Better Than Sex
Beverly Hills Cop
Big Daddy
Big Fat Liar
Big Fish
Big Momma's House
Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure
Billy Madison
Black Knight
Blade Runner
Blade/II/Trinity
Blast From The Past
Bowling for Columbine
Boys on the Side
Boondock Saints
Braveheart
Bride of Chucky
Bride of Frankenstein
Bridges of Madison County
Bring it on
Bringing Down The House
Brother Bear
Bruce Almighty
Bulletproof Monk
Cabin Fever
Can't Hardly Wait
Carrie
Carrie 2: The Rage
Casablanca
Casino
Casper
Cast Away
Catch Me If You Can
Catch That Kid
Cat's eye
Center Stage
Chasing Amy
Chasing Liberty
Cheaper by the Dozen
Chicago
Children of the Corn
Child's Play
Christine
Circle of Friends
Clerks
Closer
Clueless
Con Air
Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
Connie and Carla
Conquest of the planet of the apes
Contact
Corky Romano
Cowboy Bebop the Movie: Knockin' on Heaven's Door
Cradle to the Grave
Crocodile Dundee
Crossroads (the one with Ralph Macchio and Steve Vai)
Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon
Cruel Intentions
Cube
Cujo
Daddy Day Care
Dances with Wolves
Daredevil
Darkness Falls
Dave
Dawn of the Dead
Dazed and Confused
Dead Man Walking
Dead Poet's Society
Death to Smoochy
Deep Blue Sea
Deliver Us From Eva
Deliverance
Desperado
Die Another Day
Die Hard
Dirty Dancing
Divorcing Jack
Doctor Dolittle
Doctor Dolittle 2
Dogma Dollhouse
Donnie Brasco
Donnie Darko
Don't Be A Menace To South Central When Your Drinking Your Juice In the Hood
Don't Tell Mom The Babysitter's Dead
Down With Love
Dr. Giggles
Dreamcatcher
Drumline
Dude, Where's My Car?
Dumb & Dumber
Dune
E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial
EDtv
Edward Scissorhands
Elf
Ella Enchanted
Empire Records
Enough Escape from the planet of the apes
Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind
Ever After
Evolution
Eyes Wide Shut
Face Off
Fast and the Furious
Fear
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Fear Dot Com
Ferris Bueller's day off
Fierce Creatures
Fight Club
Final Destination
Final Destination 2
Finding Nemo
Fire Walk With Me: Twin Peaks
Flawless
Forrest Gump
Frailty
Frankenstein
Freaky Friday
Freddy Got Fingered
Freddy vs. Jason
Freeway 2: Confessions of a Trick Baby
Frequency
Friday the 13th
Fried Green Tomatoes
From Hell
Gattaca
Ghost
Ghost Busters
Ghost Ship
Gigli
Girl With A Pearl Earring
Girl, Interrupted
Girlfight
Gladiator
Glitter
Gone in 60 Seconds
Gone with the Wind
Goodfellas
Goonies
Gothika
Grease
Great Expectations
Gross Pointe Blank
Hackers
Half Past Dead
Halloween
Hannibal
Hard Core Logo
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
Heartbreakers
Heavy Metal
Hellboy
Hidalgo
Home Alone
Home Alone 2: Lost in New York
Home on the Range
Honey
Hoosiers
House on Haunted Hill (black and white version)
How the Grinch Stole Christmas
How to Deal
How to lose a guy in 10 days
I Am Sam
I Know What You Did Last Summer
I Still Know What You Did Last Summer
Ice Age
Identity
In America
In Love and War
Independence Day
Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
Inventing the Abbotts
IT
Jack
Jailhouse Rock
Jawbreaker
Jaws
Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
Jeepers Creepers
Jeepers Creepers 2
Joe Versus the Volcano
Johnny English
Joy Ride
Jurassic Park
Jurassic Park III
Just Married
Kiki's Delivery Service
Kill Bill Vol. 1
Kill Bill Vol. 2
Kimberly
Kindergarten Cop
King Kong
Kissing Jessica Stein
Koyaanisqatsi
L.A. Confidential
Labyrinth
Lady and the Tramp
Lake Placid
Laws of Attraction
Legally Blonde
Legally Blonde 2 - Red, White and Blonde
Legend
Liar Liar
Life as a House
Lilo And Stitch
Little Mermaid
Little Nicky
Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels
Lone Star
Look Who's Talking
Lost in Translation
Love Actually
Love and Basketball
Love Don't Cost a Thing
M
MASH
Macbeth
Mafia
Magnolia
Maid in Manhattan
Major League
Malibu's Most Wanted
Man on Fire
Mary Poppins
Master and Commander: The Far Side of the World
Master of Disguise
Matrix Revolutions
Mean Girls
Meet Joe Black
Meet The Fockers
Meet the Parents
Memento
Men in Black
Men in Black II
Metropolis
Mighty Ducks
Mighty Joe Young
Minority Report
Miracle
Miss Congeniality
Mission: Impossible
Mission: Impossible II
Mommie Dearest
Mona Lisa Smile
Monster
Monsters Inc.
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Moonwalker
Moulin Rouge
Mrs. Doubtfire
Mulholland Dr.
Muppets From Space
My Best Friends Wedding
My Big Fat Greek Wedding
My Fair Lady
My Girl
Mystery Science Theater 3000
Mystic Pizza
Mystic River
National Security
Never Been Kissed
New York Minute
Newsies
Nightbreed
Nightflier
Nightmare Before Christmas
Not Another Teen Movie
Now & Then
O
O Brother, Where Art Thou?
Ocean's Eleven
Ocean's Twelve
Office Space
Old School
Oliver and Company
Oliver Twist
On The Line
One Flew over the cockoo's nest
Panic Room
Parent Trap
Paycheck
Pearl Harbor
Peter Pan (Disney version)
Phantom of the Opera
Phone Booth
Pi
Pirates of the Caribbean
Pitch Black
Plague Dogs
Planet of the Apes (crap version with Mark Wahlberg)
Planet of the Apes (original)
Pocahontas
Practical Magic
Pretty in Pink
Pretty Woman
Princess Bride
Princess Mononoke
Psycho
Psycho Beach Party
Pulp Fiction
Quills
Raiders of the Lost Ark
Radio Flyer
Rain Man
Raising Helen
Rebel without a cause
Red Dawn
Red Dragon
Reign of Fire
Remember the Titans
Remo Williams
Requiem for a Dream
Reservoir Dogs
Resident Evil
Return to Oz
Return to Paradise
Riding In Cars With Boys
Road to Perdition
Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves
Rocket Man
Rocky
Romeo & Juliet
Rugrats Go Wild
Rugrats in Paris
Rugrats: The Movie
Rush Hour
Rush Hour 2
S.W.A.T.
Save the Last Dance
Saving Grace and Chuck
Saving Private Ryan
Scarecrow
Scarface
Scary Movie
Scary Movie 2
Scary Movie 3
School of Rock
Scooby Doo
Scooby Doo 2: Monsters Unleashed
Scream
Scream 2
Scream 3
Se7en
Seabiscuit
Second Hand Lions
Secret Window
Secretary
Serendipity
Shallow Hal
Shawshank Redemption
She's All that Shine
Showgirls
Shrek
Shrek 2
Signs
Sixteen Candles
Slackers
Sleeping Beauty
Sleepless in Seattle
Sleepy Hollow
Sliding Doors
Slums of Beverly Hills
Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs
Someone Like You
Sorority Boys
Sound of Music
Spaceballs
Spiceworld
Spiderman
Spirited Away
Star Wars
Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace
Star Wars: Episode II - Attack of the Clones
Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back
Star Wars: Episode VI - Return of the Jedi
Starship Troopers
Starship Troopers 2
Starsky & Hutch
Stealing Heaven
Steel Magnolias
Stepmom
Storm of the Century
Strictly Ballroom
Sugar Town
SWAT
Sweet home Alabama
Swept Away
Swimfan
Swordfish
Tarzan
Taxi Driver
Teaching Ms. Tingle
Team America: World Police
Terminator
Terminator 2: Judgment Day
Texas Chainsaw Massacre (new version)
Texas Chainsaw Massacre (old version)
The 10th Kingdom
The Alamo
The Birds
The Bourne Identity
The Breakfast Club
The Cat in the Hat
The Color Purple
The Commitments
The Craft
The Crow
The Day After Tomorrow
The Elephant Man
The Emperor's New Groove (2000)
The Exorcist
The Eye
The Fifth Element
The Flinstones in Viva Las Vegas
The Fugitive
The Graduate
The Green Mile
The Grudge
The Haunted Mansion
The Hot Chick
The Hours
The Incredibles
The Italian Job
The Johnson Family Vacation
The King and I (Yul's version)
The Ladykillers
The Last Samurai
The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
The Lion King
The Lion King 2: Simba's Pride
The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
The Lost Boys
The Lost World: Jurassic Park
The Man in the Moon
The Matrix
The Matrix Reloaded
The Mummy
The Mummy Returns
The Night of the Comet
The Nightmare Before Christmas
The OutsidThe Others
The Passion of The Christ
The Patriot
The Perfect Score
The Perfect Storm
The Pillow Book
The Prince and Me
The Princess and the Warrior
The Princess Bride
The Prophecy
The Recruit
The Ring
The Rock
The Rules of Attraction
The Safety of Objects
The Secret of Roan Inish
The Shining
The Silence of the Lambs
The Sixth Sense
The Sound of Music
The Sure Thing
The Sweetest Thing
The Usual Suspects
The Virgin Suicides
The Waterboy
The Wedding Planner
The Wedding Singer
The Weight of Water
The Wild Thornberry Movie
The Wiz
The Wizard of Oz
The Yards
Thelma and Louise
There's Something About Mary
Thirteen
Thirteen Ghosts
Three Men and a Baby
Titanic
Tombstone
Tootsie
Top Gun
Towering Inferno
Toy Soldiers
Toy Story
Toy Story 2
Trainspotting
True Romance
Tuck Everlasting
Twister
Two weeks notice
U-571
Unbearable Lightness of Being
Under the Tuscan Sun
Underworld
Urban Legend
U-Turn
Valley Girl
Velvet Goldmine
Voodoo Academy
Waking Life
Walking Tall
Wall Street
Waterworld
Wayne's World
What A Girl Wants
What Dreams May Come
What Lies Beneath
What Women Want
When Harry Met Sally
Where the Heart Is
White Oleander
Who Framed Roger Rabbit
Wild Things
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
Win a Date with Tad Hamilton
Wrong Turn
XXX
X2
X-Men
Young Frankenstein
You've Got Mail
Zardoz
Zoolander

I just thought of something.. I've seen way too many movies

Dear God,

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Fri, 29 Sep 2006 03:16:47 GMT
Tommorow would it be at all possible for you to send a truck to hit me? A nice big truck... I don't want to do this anymore.

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Tue, 19 Sep 2006 23:08:10 GMT
I miss you.

♥

Randy, I thought you might get a kick out of this one.

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Sun, 02 Jul 2006 08:00:27 GMT

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Sun, 05 Feb 2006 08:47:48 GMT

What would you do if someone called you a slut?: I tend to be violent...so if it weren't a joke.. you could assume what I'd do.
Have you ever electrocuted yourself?: Ohhh yeahh.
At about what age do you think people get really boring?: Uhh 65?
Would you ever consider getting pregnant at 16? Naw.. I can't have kids anyways.
Are you wonderful?: Indeed I am.
Who would you never sleep with?: There's a whole fucking shitload of people I would never sleep with.. 99% of the worlds population.
Do you know anybody with purple hair?: Yes, yes I do.
Are there any normal people in this world?: Maybe.
Are clouds really marshmallows?: Is Elton John straight..come on we all know thats a fucking stupid question
Did your mom ever drop you on your head when you were a baby?: She must of man.. she fucking must have.
Are you absolutely insane?: Oh yes. Don't fuck with crazy people.
Do jumping beans really make you jump?: Wat the hell is a jumping bean?
What makes hair grow?: Aparently cutting it every month.. Wtf is with that shit?
Why are oranges orange?: Because your mom is a whore?
Do you enjoy singing 100 bottles of beer on the wall?: No it makes me want beer.
Why does the energizer bunny keep going and going and going?: Because the advertisers haven't realized that a fucking pink bunny with drums isn't going to sell them batteries god damn it.
Why did the chicken cross the road?: Well very obviously to get t the other side..Was the person who wrote this borderline retarded?
Have you ever smelled the rain?: How the fuck can you smell RAIN?
Have you ever felt like the whole world was right?: No.. Never.
Have you ever seen true beauty?: yeah everytime I look in the mirror ahahaha.
Have you ever felt that someone was more beautiful because of their flaws?: No.
Have you ever cried because you felt good?: No what would be the point of that?
Have you ever walked along when it's cold outside and you have a fever?: Yes.
Have you ever seen the sky at night when the clouds look like flowers?: Whoaa...yeah this one time when I was on shrooms.
Have you ever seen a grown man cry?: yeah and it was my fault too... Fucker he really wasn't my father.
Have you ever needed to be held?: Not that I would have admitted to.
Have you ever needed to cuddle?: Cuddling is for emo kids.
Have you ever made something you thought was great but no one else liked?: No..
Have you ever made something that you thought was terrible that everyone else loved?: Yeah.. and I was like.. Umm mom seriously I spent like 3 minutes on that and 0 dollars what the hell are you crying for?
Have you ever been alone?: I'm alone right now.. Ah bliss
Have you ever splashed in puddles?: No.. I like my clothes.
Have you ever been really sick?: Yes.. Cancers great ain't it?
Have you ever made a snowman in your front yard?: Not in MY front yard
Have you ever known what it was like to love and be loved in return?: Yeah..best feeling ever.
Have you ever had a crush?: Are we in grade 5 here seriously.
Have you ever had a kiss?: ...see above answer
Have you ever known how good something was?: MMM oreos damn right
Have you ever not know how good it was until it's gone?: Like your grammar skills? yeah.. when me and Steve broke up I had this whole crying I MISS HIM period.
Have you ever tried to write poetry but ended up throwing it away?: No
Have you ever found it later and laughed at yourself?: like I said no
Have you ever held the power?: WHAT? That doesn't even make sense. Oh wait yes it does.. Only in the bedroom. ahaha
Have you ever felt like you knew something was right?: Yeah I react totally on instinct.
Have you ever seen something terribly sad happen right before your eyes?: Umm.. Does ugly people having sex count?
Have you ever experienced true happiness?: I think so.. I don't know maybe I could feel happier one day.
Have you ever given a love letter?: Yeah.. Wow stupid teenage romance
Have you ever tried to make someone feel better, just because you saw they were down?: Always
Have you ever wanted a kiss?: Dear god yes.
Have you ever needed a hug?: Yes.
Have you ever wanted to just do things on impulse?: I usally do.
Have you ever wanted to paint a picture?: No
Have you ever wanted to just run?: EWWWWW running
Have you ever needed to get away?: Yeah.
Have you ever tried?: Yeah and then I fail.
Have you ever wanted to be a kid again?: No. Never. Children suck
Have you ever blown big bubbles with pink gum?: Yeah I do it all the time
Have you ever lost a love?: Naw he came crawling back.
Have you ever experienced puppy love?: Awwe yeah..
Have you ever experienced love at first sight?: Lust maybe
Have you ever tried to tell someone something but the words wouldn't come out?: Once...
Have you ever wanted to die?: Every morning.. solly because I hate getting up early
Have you ever tried?: Didn't this question get asked already?
Have you ever written a letter to someone you lost touch with?: Nope
Have you ever walked down a country road with your friends?: Yesh
Have you ever had a really good time with your best friends?: Well yeah thats why they'e le best friends no?
Have you ever told them how much they mean to you?: Probably while drunk yes
Have you ever shown them that you love them?: Umm one of them wink wink
Have you ever told your parents you love them?: WELL REALLY NOW WHO DOESN'T
Have you ever told someone else you love them?: Yes
Have you ever played with your old toys from childhood?: Nope I don't knwo where they are anyways
Have you ever gone back in your mind and remembered?: yeah

1.) what did your clever parents name you? (in full version, thanks much): Kaitlyn - Emily Welburn
2.) if you had any say whatsoever in what you would be named, what would you have named yourself? Jade
3.) [for meat eaters] when at bbq's, what do you prefer on your hot dog? Mustard and mayonaise
4.) what is your overall opinion of veggie burgers? EXPLAIN. um what are they?
5.) how do you like to dance at dance clubs or school dances? do you get down with your funky self? Umm I don't do the whole dancing thing normally.. but when I do... I can bust moves like a black bitch
6.) is the purpose of going to a dance to sit down the entire time talking to your friends OR searching around for a cute dance partner and having a damn good time? how about not going eww dances
7.) where do you see yourself in 10 years? Dunno
8.) what kind of relationship are you looking for or currently in? Umm.. we fight like a married couple and I think he's a dick but secretly i <3 him
9.) are you really really really sexy? Ohhhhh yeah
10.) and is sugar ray only really sexy? Who?
11.) let's say that two days from now the world were to end...what would you spend your last hours doing? (FULL DETAIL PLEASE): Having sex with everyone!
12.) if you could change a character flaw, which would you change and why? My insomnia
13.) how do you consider your place within society? I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby listen to iron maiden maybe with me OoOoOooo..

TYPE THE FIRST THING THAT COMES TO YOUR MIND WHEN YOU SEE THESE WORDS

14.) trance: asian!
15.) yellow: bright!
16.) paneling: wood
17.) pebble: window
18.) portal: mugangi
19.) crochet: sweater
20.) cocoa: mmmm

Bold All That Apply

Appearance
I am shorter than 5'4
I think I am ugly sometimes
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I've had braces.
I wear glasses.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings
I have piercings in places besides my ears
I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
I've sworn at my parents.
I've run away from home.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I've had children.
I've lost a child.

School/Work
I have a job.
I've fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do my homework.
I've missed a week or more of school.
I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I've stolen something from my job.
I've been fired.
I've skipped school.

Embarrassment
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I've peed from laughing.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I've had my trousers rip in public

Health
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've gotten stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.**
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada. - I live in Canada
I've been to Mexico.
I've been to Niagara Falls.
I've been to Japan.
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.
I've been to America.

Experiences
I've gotten lost in my city.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I've crashed a car.
I've been skiing
I've been in a play.
I've met someone in person from the Internet.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the Northern Lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten Sushi.
I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've gotten divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
I've had a crush on a teacher.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I am a cuddler.
I've hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I've snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've run a red light
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol
I've consumed alcohol.
I regularly drink.
I've passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I've smoked weed.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I've eaten shrooms.
I've popped E.
I've inhaled Nitrous.
I've done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick
I can't swallow pills
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I shut others out when I'm depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I'm anorexic or bulimic.
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
I've hurt myself on purpose.
I'm addicted to self harm.
I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I've planned my own suicide.
I've attempted suicide.
I've written a eulogy for myself

Materialism
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books.
I own something I got on e-bay.
I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes
In general, I don't like people.
I'm a feminist.
I'm outgoing.
I listen to political music.
I'm Democratic.
I'm Republican.
I'm liberal.
I'm religious.

Random
I can sing well.
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily. (depends...)
I watch the news.
I don't kill bugs.
I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person.
I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair
I have "x"s in my screen name.
I love being neat
I love Spam
I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
I would wear pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart
I know how to shoot a gun
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, with an online message
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish.
I love white chocolate
I bite my nails.
I play video games.
I'm good at remembering faces.
I'm good at remembering names.
I'm good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
*
-I have a dog.
-I listen to P!ATD.
-I prefer Gatorade over Powerade.
-The mall is my second home.
-I'm obsessed with my digital camera.
-Im single
-I have a scar somewhere on my body
-Pete Wentz is hot but the other members in FOB are hot too.
-My knee hurts.
-Im listening to music right now
-Im athletic.
-I <3 The OC.
-I've smoked before.
-Im on fire, & now I think im ready to bust a move.
-I actually know that song.
-I can make layouts on xanga.
-I have a myspace too.
-I watch football.
-Im getting an A+ in gym.
-Music = Life.
-I watch American Idol
-Red hair is cool
-I have brown hair
-Blonde guys are hot
-I have a tattoo
-Ryan Seacrest is hot
-I hate popcorn
-I have a candle in my room**

Shizamm I am done.

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Thu, 02 Feb 2006 02:14:10 GMT
Omg i actually randomly decided to do a postsecret question and it got approved! My first one ever too and it was just yesterday I put it in!

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Wed, 01 Feb 2006 22:13:08 GMT
So today is me and Steves one month after the whole new years thing.. In total tome that we've been going out its our 6th..Weird.. He asked me out November 1st last year too..I think its just a coincidence. Never the less I'm still sitting here in a towel procrastinating getting ready.. Yeah go me. I hate fucking winter with a passion. I want to just throw on a tank top, a skirt and some flip flops and lay around complaining about how hot it is instead of laying around in like 6 layers of clothing compliaing about the cold wet slush and shit. My birthday is in exactly 2 months and 6 days..I've never had a good birthday..I swear its like a fucking curse or something...Usually it just ends up being me, a few friends and my family while I'm crying over the cake. Seriously..either someone dies, theres a break up or says something that completely kills my day. Well.. This year hopefully all goes well. Steve's turning 19 on the 28th. Oh lord liqour! His buddy turned 19 yesterday and today he's all hungover. Aaha! Thats what I plan on doing..Going to a bar and getting looaaaded.

much later
Yeah I went and got ready and Steve will be over shortly.. Haven't eaten yet.. I'm gunna go work on that.

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Wed, 01 Feb 2006 06:39:14 GMT
Ah so time for real update..

To start off..Today sucked. I went to try and get overdraft on my account so I wouldn't be a broke ass mutherfucker but you have to be God damn 18. So me and Steve went ot his bank...Joyful fun.. Then I got migrane signs.. I dunno if i went into that before but I've been getting fuckin migranes since October and I swear to God I go half blind before it hits full force. So yeah..Thank jesus on his crucifix that Vince drove me home. Then it turned out to be nothing more then a damn headache so I ate an apple (natural rememdy folks) and cleaned the house so that my mom would be all happy when she walked in. I pretty much stayed home tonight even though it was Adams birthday thing and it would have been nice to see him and wish him a good one..But yanno..Steve and his buddies time. So I chilled at home, talked to James for a bit and I was just in the process of watching late night Tv when I had a strange urge to check my Lj. And yes at 1:15 the phone rings and my buddy is on his way over so we can smoke a few and talk about shit. Yeah.. I'm usually up for some good old chilling. I want to smoke a spliff but I'm poor.. Gayness. I'm thinking of going to Toronto and visiting some of the old crew. Brampton fuckin sucks sometimes. I'm gunna visit a few Basils people and a few of the Scarbourough gang. Jess keeps telling me of this reoccuring dream she has of her randomly showing up at my house with a wad of cash and a pound of weed. She's had this dream like 4 times now. Ah damn I fucking spilled hot chocolate on myself and buddy is here so thats it I guess...

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Tue, 31 Jan 2006 04:37:00 GMT

K caz I'm so sure you guys all wanna know what I look like now...

I appologize for the largeness.

Terrible picture really.

My friend caught me with my mouth wide open.

The pink panther.

The effect of the pink panther.

No makeup.

I look totally creepy.

I love this picture.

Christian likes this one.

Le tattoo.

Being caught on the phone at some party or other.

And that ladies and gents is the end.

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Thu, 14 Jul 2005 05:18:00 GMT

Friends Only.

Comment Bitches.

Kaitie the Kunt <3

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Sun, 26 Jun 2005 04:55:14 GMT
I miss my first ever boyfriend. His name was Matthew Langdon. Wouldn;t it be awesome if I could find him again?

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Sun, 12 Jun 2005 02:58:30 GMT

FILL THIS OUT WITH THE ANSWERS INNOCENT OR GUILTY

Singing in the shower? – Innocent

Left the stove on? – Guilty

Ate stale food? - Guilty

Spit in someone's drink? – Guilty.

Stole something from a friend? – Innocent.

Bossed your friends around? - Guilty.

Played with Barbies? – Guilty.

Sang the wrong words to your favorite song? – Guilty.

Lit candles and let wax run all down your desk? – Guilty.

Kissed your posters of your favorite stars? - Guilty. ...when I was 12 mind you. I once kissed my George's from Alexisonifres autograph...

Listened to stupid music and said you like it? - Innocent

Had sex with a stranger? – Innocent.

Did a wrestling move on someone? - Guilty.

Had a Lite Brite toy?- Innocent..

Threw a surprise party for someone? – Innocent.

Made someone cry? - Guilty.

Had the balls to ask someone out on a date? – Guilty - got rejected

Opened your Xmas presents early? - Guilty.

Ever been caught doing something "dirty"? – Guilty.

Did the time-warp? – Guilty

Found money, and didn't turn it in? - Guilty.

Gave money to a homeless person? – Guilty

Sang cheesy 80's songs? – Chessy I think not! And Guilty

Dug for buried treasure? – Guilty.

Thought Star Wars was cool? – Guilty

Pretended to be a South Park cartoon? – Innocent.

Had a super-hero costume? - Guilty...Sailor Jupiter.

Still sleep with your baby blanket? – Innocent.

Lied to protect a friend? - Guilty.

Broke a bone? – Guilty

Played D&D(dungeons and dragons)? – Innocent!!!!!!!!!!!

Got lost in your own little world? – Guilty.

Seen "The Goonies" more than ten times? – Innocent.

Played a video game for more than 5 hours? – GUILTY.

Watched "Scream" and actually screamed? – Innocent.

Died your hair a color from the rainbow? – Lets call that one manslaughter...it was an accident. and it was purple, red, orange and black and not in the good way

Drank until you passed out? – Guilty.

Fought over a girl/boy? - Guilty.

Dance with a mail man? - Innocent.

Juggled cats? - Innocent.

Pissed on yourself, then told people it was mountain dew? - Innocent.

Sang love songs and recored an album that went gold? – Innocent.

Pissed on someons hubcaps? – Guilty... hood of car actually

Took this quiz to make the time go by faster? – Guilty.

Had a secret that had to remain hidden from 90% of your friends and family? – Guilty.

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Sun, 10 Apr 2005 04:35:23 GMT
Cerky is on his way over, he's in the taxi right now...I'm nervous and excited...my mom is drunk but she said he could spend the night...I'm drunk too...we got drunk off of peach schnapps togther...call it a birthday present if you will. So yay us. I'm actually sobering up now but meh. I get to see cerky! yay! soooo nervous..I'm getting the taxi to call us back when he gets picked up. I hate being nervous like this. Oh well He's comming here and sleeping over. :D yay!

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Sat, 09 Apr 2005 04:18:55 GMT

Yeah, thanks to all of you who wished me a happy birthday<3

I got my nose pierced today and I like it.

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Thu, 07 Apr 2005 21:28:09 GMT
Happy birthday to me.

Stolen from Melly.

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Tue, 29 Mar 2005 03:22:34 GMT
A - Age you got your first kiss: 14...yes quite embarassing.
B - Band listening to right now: Sublime, of course.
C - Crush: Too many people...
D - Dad's name: Roderick
E - Easiest person to talk to: Jessica, Jessicka, Janine
F - Favorite bands at the moment: Alexisonfire, My Chemical Romance, Sublime
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Bears
H - Hometown: Toronto
I - Instruments: Weirdly enough I like the piano.
J - Junior High: Donview / Elia
K - Kids: None.
L - Longest car ride ever: The ride to my dads. 8 Fucking hours!
M - Mom's name: Luciana
N - Nicknames: Kaitie, Kaitie the Kunt, Dangerous.
O - One wish: That love wasn't such a crock of shit for me all the time.
P - Phobias: Bugs.
Q - Quote: "In the darkness no one can see. You wear the chain of ideology" - Break The Chain - Protest The Hero.
R - Reason to smile: The fact that someday things will get better and that leaves me with something to look forward to.
S - Song you sang last: Mercedes Benz - Janis Joplin
T - Time you woke up [today]:1:30 pm
U - Unknown fact about me: I drink excessivly, like...no one even knows how often.
V - Vegetable you love: Asparagus.
W - Worst habit(s): Flipping on people.
X - X-rays you've had: Teeth, head, foot, uterus region.
Y - Yummy food: Cherry pie.
Z - Zodiac sign: Aries.

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Sun, 27 Mar 2005 05:29:30 GMT

WHY MUST EVERYTHING HAUNT ME UNTIL I DIE!?!?

throws chair

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Thu, 24 Mar 2005 03:04:30 GMT
K somebody tell me how to get photoshop on my computer without paying for it or getting a shitty virus infected version.

Please.

xlady_stardustx@hotmail.com — Tue, 15 Mar 2005 01:48:43 GMT
I got into another fight with Steve today and he screamed at me to go fucking hang myself. Well then... Then he called me back and was appologizing like mad and I said. "You may be sorry but I'm never going to forgive you." Two years ago if someone would have screamed that at me, I would have done it. Pfft. He's not going to be forgiven. And on top of it all, his friends are assholes. They told me I was an ugly bitch. Of course Steve said he got mad at them for it but I doubt it. In the wise words of Slipknot - People = Shit.