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yay [07 Apr 2009|02:49pm]
Today I am 21 years old. I have always wanted to be 21... Now that I'm here it's like "Oh shit now what?" Haha. I guess I built it up to be something it's not. Happy Birthday to me anyways!
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fill it out!!! [12 Feb 2009|04:28pm]
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So about my last update... [02 Jan 2009|02:52am]

I take it back. I am an asshole. Much love to my friends <3

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[10 Oct 2007|11:51pm]
Well I am alive although it's been ages since I've updated. I'm doing wickedly well as of this current moment in time. I'm in my co-op at a kindergarten classroom and I'm loving every minute of it and I'm pretty sure thats what I intend  to do for the rest of my life. I'm done school in January and I'll be working full time until September when I'll be starting college for my ECE ( Early Childhood Education Degree). And I just got my hair did. Its red as usual and kickass looking? Life has been busy lately. Mostly with work, school and planning for the future. No lovelife to speak of as of yet. Plenty of oppertunities.. I actually went on a date the other day and found that although someone can seem intruiging, I'd rather be single. I also realized that I'm not fully recovered from the past and until I'm ready, I'm not getting into anything. A year of singleness on October 15th ladies and gents! (including sexual things). Life is good. I'm enjoying it.. For once. And maturity seems to have come. Which issomething I never thought I'd do... Grow up. Wow.
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[04 May 2007|10:30am]
So just to let everyone know.. I'm alive. 

I guess I've kind of fallen off the face of the livejournal earth since I turned 19. So far everything is going awesomely. Work is good, school is good, friends and family are good. I got into my Co-op for next year so I'm going to be in a Kindergarten classroom. I'm actually really excited for it. 

Also, I'm going to prom! Technically I should have gone last year but all my friends are going this year too so its all good. I have a really pretty white dress and I promise some pictures. And for our after prom party we rented out a few cottages at Wasaga beach.. But the best and most awesome part is that it all falls on the May 24 weekend. Holy shit am I ever excited. And even more wonderful news! I dyed my hair back to the red it used to be. It looks really good. I can't believe how long its gotten either. Just 2 years ago it was up to my chin and it seemed like it would take forever to grow. Now if I wanted to, I could walk around shirtless because my hair would cover me. 

Generally I've been pretty happy with life lately. I suspect its because I'm still single. Amazing huh! A guy would only ruin my happiness right now. Currently no guy is ruining my happiness. I no longer talk to Matt or Randy which believe me is a very good thing. I mean I always knew Randy was a cunt but it took me a while longer to realize that about Matt. Its kind of hard to believe that the person I loved most and more than anyone I've ever known before him is now the person I hate more than anything else. We got into a fight a while back and I pretty much snapped on him and told him that he ruined my life and that I was going to get over him. I also told him that he was starting to make me sick for being just like Randy. I don't feel the same way about either of them anymore. Its the biggest change and suprise to anyone who knows me well to find out that I've given up on Matt. I really have though. I would even take great joy in seeing him suffer. In fact, I want him to suffer. Karma will take care of that for me. One day somebody is going to use his love against him and take advantage of it just like he did with me.. If he is even capable of loving somebody because he's emotionally retarded and cold. Since I said goodbye to that cunt, I've had somewhat of a self esteem and some self respect. Maybe it was partly his fault that I used to feel so horrible about myself. I suppose when you're made to feel like you're not good enough for someone, your self esteem will suffer just a bit. Not anymore though. I don't have to feel like a piece of shit anymore. I never should have in the first place. Especially because of that redheaded piece of shit cunt. God he wasn't even that good looking. I guess I wasn't thinking clearly when I fell for him. After a while though, all the things I fell for dissapeared as he became more and more like Randy. And if you know Randy, you'd know that its nearly impossible not to want to punch him in the throat when he opens his mouth. Whatever, those two can fuck eachother up the ass till the cows come home.. I'm done with it.

I think thats all the time I have for now. The period is alomost over and I'm amazed that I could even use this website because my school blocks almost every single website thats worth visiting. 

- Kaitie the Kunt - 
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[10 Feb 2007|12:53am]
Happy Birthday Miss Manda. Sorry I'm a bit late, I remembered but I've been working like a dog these past few days. I hope you get everything you deserve. (All good things of course) &hearts;
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[30 Sep 2006|02:26am]
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Dear God, [28 Sep 2006|11:15pm]
Tommorow would it be at all possible for you to send a truck to hit me? A nice big truck... I don't want to do this anymore.

[19 Sep 2006|07:07pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

I miss you.

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Randy, I thought you might get a kick out of this one. [02 Jul 2006|04:00am]
QuizGalaxy!
'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com
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[05 Feb 2006|03:16am]

longest survey evurr )

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[01 Feb 2006|09:14pm]
Omg i actually randomly decided to do a postsecret question and it got approved! My first one ever too and it was just yesterday I put it in!
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[01 Feb 2006|05:13pm]
So today is me and Steves one month after the whole new years thing.. In total tome that we've been going out its our 6th..Weird.. He asked me out November 1st last year too..I think its just a coincidence. Never the less I'm still sitting here in a towel procrastinating getting ready.. Yeah go me. I hate fucking winter with a passion. I want to just throw on a tank top, a skirt and some flip flops and lay around complaining about how hot it is instead of laying around in like 6 layers of clothing compliaing about the cold wet slush and shit. My birthday is in exactly 2 months and 6 days..I've never had a good birthday..I swear its like a fucking curse or something...Usually it just ends up being me, a few friends and my family while I'm crying over the cake. Seriously..either someone dies, theres a break up or says something that completely kills my day. Well.. This year hopefully all goes well. Steve's turning 19 on the 28th. Oh lord liqour! His buddy turned 19 yesterday and today he's all hungover. Aaha! Thats what I plan on doing..Going to a bar and getting looaaaded.

*much later*
Yeah I went and got ready and Steve will be over shortly.. Haven't eaten yet.. I'm gunna go work on that.
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[01 Feb 2006|01:39am]
Ah so time for real update..

To start off..Today sucked. I went to try and get overdraft on my account so I wouldn't be a broke ass mutherfucker but you have to be God damn 18. So me and Steve went ot his bank...Joyful fun.. Then I got migrane signs.. I dunno if i went into that before but I've been getting fuckin migranes since October and I swear to God I go half blind before it hits full force. So yeah..Thank jesus on his crucifix that Vince drove me home. Then it turned out to be nothing more then a damn headache so I ate an apple (natural rememdy folks) and cleaned the house so that my mom would be all happy when she walked in. I pretty much stayed home tonight even though it was Adams birthday thing and it would have been nice to see him and wish him a good one..But yanno..Steve and his buddies time. So I chilled at home, talked to James for a bit and I was just in the process of watching late night Tv when I had a strange urge to check my Lj. And yes at 1:15 the phone rings and my buddy is on his way over so we can smoke a few and talk about shit. Yeah.. I'm usually up for some good old chilling. I want to smoke a spliff but I'm poor.. Gayness. I'm thinking of going to Toronto and visiting some of the old crew. Brampton fuckin sucks sometimes. I'm gunna visit a few Basils people and a few of the Scarbourough gang. Jess keeps telling me of this reoccuring dream she has of her randomly showing up at my house with a wad of cash and a pound of weed. She's had this dream like 4 times now. Ah damn I fucking spilled hot chocolate on myself and buddy is here so thats it I guess...
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[30 Jan 2006|10:49pm]

K caz I'm so sure you guys all wanna know what I look like now...

 

*insert cam whoring here* )

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[14 Jul 2005|01:15am]

Friends Only.

Comment Bitches.

 Kaitie the Kunt <3

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[26 Jun 2005|12:54am]
[ mood | drunk ]

I miss my first ever boyfriend. His name was Matthew Langdon. Wouldn;t it be awesome if I could find him again?

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[11 Jun 2005|10:50pm]

I'm innocent I swear! )

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[10 Apr 2005|12:32am]
Cerky is on his way over, he's in the taxi right now...I'm nervous and excited...my mom is drunk but she said he could spend the night...I'm drunk too...we got drunk off of peach schnapps togther...call it a birthday present if you will. So yay us. I'm actually sobering up now but meh. I get to see cerky! yay! soooo nervous..I'm getting the taxi to call us back when he gets picked up. I hate being nervous like this. Oh well He's comming here and sleeping over. :D yay!
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[09 Apr 2005|12:17am]

Yeah, thanks to all of you who wished me a happy birthday<3

I got my nose pierced today and I like it.

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